It finally dawned on me

Now I really realized how very, empty this website feels nowadays. I miss the constant chatting that I used to get into with people that interacted with me, I remember having a lot of from multiple people  back when I first started using this place in 2009. These conversations were usually about fandom related stuff or of what I drew, or even art advices that helped me since I was a fledging to digital acting and was fortunate to get some advice from a few pros. Now it's rare that get into those since there only a handful, and they tend to last only a few minutes. And I miss a lot of people that used to be here and had considered as friends, but they had either closed their pages, or abandoned them and had not returned at all. And a lot of them had moved on to bigger things, and  some are even working for some big  name company.
Meanwhile, I'm still in basically  in the same position that I was since the beginning and I doesn't seem I am ever going to get to the level I ever wished I could be.  It's not too bad though, I'm glad that I had successfully been offering personal art commissions to individuals, and I am very grateful when people approached me and payed me to make a drawing they request.  And while Patreon had  not turned out to be as big as I was hoping for, I'm nonetheless glad by the amount of supporters that I got, and don't plan to quitting it any time soon, I'm still updating it with exclusive content on it every week of the month.
Man that last paragraph changed the subject completely, lol, anyways, just felt like I needed to sort of vent and if you read all of these, thanks.